A moment like this.

2012!

2012-01-03T22:40:00.000-08:00

So i spent my new year's eve and new year in church! Watch night service! :) Man, i just love watchnight. Even though i really wanted to go for the countdown at MBS. :/

Um so im kinda going to ITE, like, higher nitec. DONT JUDGE. Yeaps. Its gonna be 2 years before i head to poly. So yeah. :) I'm supposed to go register or something tomorrow so im really bored. Like now.

New Year's Eve! :)

2011-12-30T18:50:00.000-08:00

Loads of bad and good things happened this year, but still i wanna thank God for these things, if not for this things, my relationship with God as well as my friends would have never been this strong. :)

I wanna thank God for my friends, all the new friendships i made this year. :) Of course i've gotten much closer to my best friends and all. I also wanna thank God for my family that have always been there for me, even though sometimes they piss me off. I wanna thank God for the people who prayed for me this year, you guys are a awesome bunch. :)

And even as i proceed onto 2012, its a new school and all, but i know that God is gonna be there for me. As well as my friends! :) Believe God for even greater! :) God is good!

Rant.

2011-12-30T07:43:00.000-08:00

K seriously, this is gonna be a rant post. Whut the. And its about me. I can't even stand myself.

So something happened this afternoon, and i've only heard of the seriousness of this case. So i was obviously freaking out, calling J like for geiogjhwogwojo times. Omg.

Plus i was at net outing and i didnt wanna seem like im dampening their high spirits... So like yeah. But i was seriously dying inside.

I think its my fault. I could have stopped what happen. I could have just told them to not lie and give them back. We could have not went up. We could just have stayed downstairs. We should not have fooled around. This is all my fault.

Now his not replying me. I feel like his pissed at me. I mean, obviously, who wouldn't. We got him into trouble and all. Maybe after reading this, you might know a little of what im talking about but seriously im not supposed to say it out. So it might not be what you think.

But why isnt he replying me? I know its my fault. Just tell me something to calm me down please? Im seriously blaming myself, and people around me are telling me its not my fault. But i NEED to hear it from you personally. Just reply my texts, or my DMs....

You're killing me now. I know we're not really VERY VERY good friends. But like, we still act like friends and all. I mean, you're so much older than all of us. And obviously, idk.... I just need you to tell me that everything is okay so i'll stop worrying.

Omg. Im dead.

HI GUYS! ♥

2011-12-27T07:42:00.000-08:00

Omgggggggggg, im back! :D Currently tuning into 91.3! :) So many things happened. Omg. I don't know where to start.

So i met Greyson on 15th November! :) It was cool. I was everywhere, like a freaking stalker. Wts. So i got to hug him, talk to him and all. OMG HE CALLED ME BABE. He was like, "Thanks babe! I love you guys!" *insert big greyson smile* OMG HIS DAMN CUTE I SWEAR.

K, and 15th December was the day we freaking got out of Narnia. So um, it was just a long story. Maybe you can read Kimberly's note! :)

We've been like, uber best friends since then! We just caught a movie like, last week! :) I swear we're so damn close. THEY'RE GOING UP ON MY WALL OF AWESOME PEOPLE. ;)

So today, we had the BT's outing thingy going on! So well, here goes! :)

I went ice skating with Chandelle, Jerilyn, Sarah & Natalie! Yeap, it was super fun! :) I left earlier to meet Priyah and Lyssaa or however you spell her name. :x Bought stuffs then we headed to Marina Barrage! :)

Omg, had fun with 10 Directions! ♥ Yeap, and we were randomly fangirling like shit. Omg, love these bunch. ♥ Uh, so we were like, fangirling until quite late and we decided to head to SPH earlier. :)

Chatted alot and DM-ed BT to come down and he replied mehhhhhhhhh. Oh and he answered my call and i shouted into his ear. HAHAHHA. Sorry dude. Oh, so we were on hot 30 countdown again! But it wasn't that fun cause there were other people other than 10 Directions but yeah.. We left quite late so yeah. HAHA

Omg, i seriously like BT alot. I mean, not in that way, but his really so nice! :) HIS LIKE THE AWESOME-EST DJ EVER. He inspires me to be a DJ. Look at him, meeting all the different celebrities. Omg, so cool. YEAP. I LOVE RADIO 91.3! AND BOYTHUNDER! :)

2011-12-05T20:52:00.000-08:00

Silence is something scary. Silence is something I don't like. But sometimes, silence allow people to think. Silence mean a lot of things. You can look someone in the eyes silently and that person know you're trying to say "I love you." You can look at someone silently, without them knowing, because you miss them and you're hoping they're doing the same too. Sometimes, silence means peace. Sometimes, there's silence because you're at loss of words, or maybe you don't wanna say a thing. Sometimes, silence comes with pain. People often neglect people who are around, silently. People often don't realise, those silent stares/glances/looks... are filled with pain.

Credits - FeliciaBoey. :)

xoxo.

Enough .

2011-10-09T04:40:00.000-07:00

I've had enough of your nonsense k. You caused everything now, happy? Yeah. You should. CONGRATS MAN.

Damn so much drama in my life. -.- Not forgetting the absolute a hole biatch. K sorry for language. Gosh.

Anyway, tomorrow's kinda the last paper. Yeah. *Party-ing* HAHAH. Not really sure where i should go after this year man. Guess i'll have to see the results? Yeah.

Can't wait till december! So i can go to hk to shoppppppppppp! :D Miss me people! :) Ohyeah. Dad just left for Aussie today! Asked him to buy sosososososososososo manyyyyyyyyyy things! :D Hehehe. Thanks dad! :D

Till then, i hope i would learn to love sucha girl like her. Urgh.

xoxo.

'True Love Waits'

2011-10-03T19:54:00.000-07:00

It's the midst of N's now, jiayous people! (: Woke up to his texts this morning. <3

Planned on dropping POA, guess i'll not turn up for the paper? :o Then i'll end my N's this friday! (: Can't wait! :D

K, time to go meet Qianyu for lunchieeeee. :D Then Math paper later. Siansation~

Till then, peace out. xoxo

I'm glad you came.

2011-10-01T11:00:00.000-07:00

Hi people! Decided to continue blogging! :D I'm just really bored now. Its 2am ; 2Oct. :/ & im currently whatsapp-ing. Actually, i've no idea on what to blog.

N's starting this coming Monday! I pray that all the papers shall be easy. *fingers crossed* Haven't really finished revising & hence i'm up so late. Ohwell.

Studied pretty much the whole day? Except for the fact that i went to edge & had dinner with Sim, RL & Tiong Boon. (: Dayum. Cam-whored alot with muah girls both yesterday & today! (: Look at the photos! And poof, *abrupt ending*

Yesterday ;

Today ;

Tell me why.

2011-08-01T07:09:00.000-07:00

Prelims officially started! Didn't go to school today though, cause i didn't have to take Chinese Prelims! ^^ Awesome or whut. :D Ahaha.

Anyway, Mr Tang woke me up at 7plus or something. Gosh, i really needed my sleep but whatever. Decided to watch mei le jia you before studying! :D Had tuition, then went to school for a fail consultation with Bryan.

Headed home and slacked, went to meet Dylan for lunch after that! Then slacked at fitness corner till like, uh, 7plus? Hahah.

Had dinner then went off to buy bbt with him! :D

English Prelims tomorrow! Didn't really study english. Idk what to study mancxzxz. Aye. Might just look through some awesome phrases or something!

Imma gonna be a busy person in the month of August! Oh, & its a great start to the first day of the month! :D

Jerk.

2011-07-04T04:53:00.001-07:00

Okay, hi. Uh, last week was a tiring week. This week's not gonna be that busy, so guess i'm fine. :)

I kinda miss dance yo. It feels weird saying it, cause i was complaining about the number of dance practices last time. :o Hahah.

Hmmm, recently had some "enlightenment" from people. So y'know whut, you're a jerk. Two-faced jerk. Hate seeing you, i never want to see you. Know what, i don't freaking care about you anymore. Screw you who made my life so terrible. ITS A MISTAKE THAT I CAN'T FREAKING UNDO. OMGOSH.

On a brighter side note, my life is awesome right now. ^^ With awesome friends, why do i need a jerk? ;)

Ohwell, no use wasting my time on you. I'm just gonna watch The Notebook now! ^^

Watched Monte Carlo with En & Drew today. <3 Movie wasn't that good as i expected, but ohwell. Had fun with the both of them! ;)

Cause nobody's perfect now.

2011-06-01T06:29:00.000-07:00

So uh, O's just ended on Monday. Guess i wouldn't do really well. Really scared cause i heard from Jonathan that he got 25 for L1R5, Ben got 19, Ern got 23, Jo got 24 Even these VS dudes did this badly, i'm never gonna make it ._.

Uh, many things kinda happened. I guess my life can be showed in some drama. :/ Okay, just kidding. Just too much for me to handle.

Leaving Singapore for Cameron Highlands on the 4th. Be back for 1 day just before Youth Camp. Really glad i could make it. God has been working wonders. :)

Apparently no one really comes here, so i'm glad. Some stuffs happened between me & him, which includes Nat. :x Okay, it's over. I'm just glad i finally thought of letting you go. But it seems hard, i don't know why.

I promised myself to go running, for every once i think of you. It's not working. Not working. SEAN, IT'S NOT WORKING. OMG. SERIOUSLY.

Busy busy bee~

2011-04-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

Have been really busy this few weeks or rather, the time i have last blogged till now. Many things happened so far. Things that really got me happy, sad, angry and stuff. Still, live still goes on..

Mainly, i went for the JustinBieber concert on the 19th! (: It was crazy fun and awesome. Even though he might not like Singapore. Still, i had fun with them! :) Had been running around like crazy for that week. Seriously.

Just had N level F&N practical exam on the 21st. It wasn't that bad i guess? Ohwell.

Midyears are coming in like, a week? :/ So not prepared.. I need motivation to study man.

So i've recently found about stuffs about this guy, yeah, his a jerk. Really. Hmm, thanks to Sean, who kinda comforted me and stuff. His always there for me mancxzxz! <3

Besides that, i guess, everything's fine? Ohwait, some stuffs aren't.. Anyway, life still goes on eh?

Mum suddenly didn't allow me to go for youth camp & the last sign ups are this week, God, please help me? ): I really want to go...

Losing you was like somebody just turn all the lights off.

2011-04-15T03:52:00.000-07:00

Been a long while since i last updated this space.

Syf was not bad, i guess? We all cried like shit even though we got Gold ._. But still, not up to our standards. ):

MYE's coming in around 3 weeks, really need to study. Maybe i should lock my FB account too. :) School's been passing really fast, can't stand it. :x

Made new friends this few days! :) Ohyeah, just had an outing with JoyceNgoh, JoyceAu, Douglas, Ryan, Joshua & Ernest yesterday! ^^

It was really fun~ :D We should really do it again! :D Love them loads, <3 I have no idea what to update though. But loads of things are happening in my life now. :/

Yes, & i thank God for all my friends! :D

I'll do anything for ya.

2011-03-27T05:48:00.000-07:00

It's been a really busy week, like, literally. I have been in dance for everyday of my week except Tuesday & weekends.

Went to AMK hub last min with Jeanwei. (: Lucky i had her for company. If not i'll like, be a loner there or something. :/ Then went back to sk. Caught a look at ahemahem. ;p Yeah, went to meet up with Cia & Tim. (:

Watched "Sucker Punch" yesterday, with En, Ben & Ern, missed out Jo. :x Ohwell. Not bad? Okay, i didn't even understand the movie. :x The 3 of them pangseh-ed me mancxzxz. Lucky i had Natalie! :D

Went edge with her, went to buy our dlunch. :D Went to the sound room! It was so cool mancxzxz. I wanna join! ): Okay, after edge was just sian. Totally had no mood to eat or whatever. :/

Went to visit grandfather's niche or whatever you call it this morning. Had breakfast then went to church. (: Chiong-ed down to DB to have tuition. Went shopping on my own after that. I love shopping alone. (: Train-ed to woodlands, then bus-ed to aunt's house. & here i am. (:

Tuesday's the syf day. Kinda scared and excited though. I'm really scared for the results. ): God please help me.

HELLO.

2011-03-07T06:02:00.000-08:00

Okay, it's almost been a month since i last updated & yeah. Life has been super hectic. :/

Dance dance dance. Never danced so much in my entire life. I have like, so many bruises and injures all over. ): NOT GOOD. ): Okay, Deb have to go for her xray tomorrow, ohman, please heal her!!! D: If not we no more main dancer. ):

Okayyyyyyyy, soyeah, everybody's having back injuries, which kinda accumulates over the practices that we have. I'm really looking forward to having to step down. (:

Ohyeah, school work. Hate my Math teacher. Got back my CA1 results today, weren't that fantastic, but still... Heheh. Mum was kinda happy with my results though. (:

Have been cutting down on the time i spend outside. (: I think it'll be a good idea so i can study. Ohyeah, hols next week. Which totally don't seem like i have one. -.-

I have dance every single day, like wth?????? 9-12. I CAN DIE. OMG. I think i can promise that i will at least pon once. LOL. Then i have x2 trainings on Tuesdays & Thursdays. Which means, i have dance in the morning and evening. HOW BAD CAN THAT GET.

Okay, enough spamming these retarded stuffs. I HATE DANCE NOW. BECAUSE OF THE NUMBER OF PRACTICES....... I THINK I CAN KILL MYSELF.

Ciao.

I don't know how i feel.

2011-02-20T05:34:00.001-08:00

I feel - stress, tired (both emotionally & physically), happy, sad, angry, or whatever, all at the same time. :/

Maybe its because of the number of dance days i have. - 4. Omw.. I seriously, have no time to study, no time to go out, no time to do anything. I don't even have time to like, spend hours on the comp unless it's sundays. :x

Well, this weekend wasn't that bad? I guess.

Makan dash yesterday. Went to like, Toa Payoh to gather, then to Chinatown > Little India > Dhoby Ghaut > Clarke Quay > Promenade > Ion > Toa Payoh. Aye, i don't know the order anymore. :o

In any case, it was really tiring, we were running for like, 5hours. Omw. Didn't turned out as fun as i expected it to be. :/ But yeah.

Had formal wear today! (: Yay! Love dress codes. Anyway, i think guys who wear formal is nice! <3

I'm really tired now..

Urgh.

2011-02-08T06:32:00.001-08:00

I'm feeling super pekchek now. Zzz. First, some 'friend' of mine, i don't know whether is it friends already. Anyway, he/she just pisses me offffffff. Urgh.

Secondly, this person, he/she knows the truth, and he/she keeps telling me like, blahblahblah, but it turned out differently. & that person knows how i'm feeling inside. Zzz. And he/she starts to like, abuse it or whatever. Zzz.

I feel so super sian now. Wtheckkkkkkkkkkk. I know your might not get it, but yah, urghhhhhhhhhhh! Screw this.

I really thought we were friends.

2011-02-07T06:16:00.000-08:00

Had an okay day i guess. School > Sakae Sushi > Home > Yueling's > Tang's.

Somethings just pissed me off when i got home. Like seriously, i'm super sian now.

Gah, don't wanna talk about it already, zzz. Think also pekchek. -.-

Have syf rehearsal tomorrow. :/

My favourite boy.

2011-02-05T07:08:00.000-08:00

Officially the second last day, heading home tomorrow! (: Yay! (: I miss my Singapore friends! D:

Okay, i've been rotting for the whole day today. Korkor made me pissed off just now. -.- Zzz. Glad his at work naoz! :D

En's back in Singapore, & she says she misses me! :D Hehehe. Ikr. :D

I kinda like going back to Singapore, but i'll miss my cousins here.. Carl, Ashley, Rachel, Ryan, Korkor, Shireen Jiejie, Aaron, etc. ): Thank God Euginia & Ke Tong are in Singapore! :)

It's been nice keeping me occupied all this while! - Marcia, Stanley, Arthur, En, Jo, Douglas, Janis & Jeanwei! :)

I really wanna know what's on your mind.

2011-02-04T03:14:00.000-08:00

Day 3 in Malaysia?? It's kinda okay here now. I wanna go home naoz. D: I miss my friends! ): Thank God there's twitter & msn, that's how i survive here, for now.

Well, woke up pretty early this morning, prepared and stuffs, then went to Bandar Utama for lunch. Had Japanese Buffet! :) It was super filling, seriously. Went to bring Carl & Ashley after we finished eating while the adults continued eating. :/

Went to Valencia after that. Euginia kept crying, omw, it's so annoying. :/ Carl & Ashley's cute to the maximum! :)

I'm so bored now, just finished watching movie. I think i'll go to TC myself to kill time later? Not sure.. Korkor's left for INC. Should have went. :x

SDO!~

2011-02-03T03:44:00.000-08:00

Last night went to TC with korkor cause my aunty was late. :/ Was super hungry and bored, so yeah. :/

Had super late dinner, drank red wine! :D Not bad ah. :D Then went home to shower before heading out for a midnight movie with my cousins! (:

Went out early in the morning today, to Genting. ^^ Not bad, kinda fun. But it was freezing cold, 15degress. Omw. I was wearing shorts lah can. :x

Went back home @ 5plus? Yeah, it's still freezing even though only the fan is on. :/ Okay, gonna play a few rounds of SDO! :D

I would die for you baby.

2011-01-30T06:04:00.000-08:00

I'd jump in front of a train for you,
You know I'd do anything for you.

It's been raining non stop today. Omw, please stop raining! D: It's so cold, seriously. Jacket also not enough. :/ Plus, i think i'm falling sick from JeremyTan's water this morning. ):

Going Malaysia on Thursday! Most likely back on Sunday/Monday. Hopefully Sunday, i don't wanna miss school! ):

Dance tomorrow, omo, feel like dying. ): But yeah, whatever, it's just once this week! (:

I think, I miss you.

Tiring week.

2011-01-28T07:57:00.000-08:00

Well, it's Saturday! Cause it's basically 12am now. LOL.

Had dance 4 times this week, but i only when thrice. Just to sum up my whole week...

Monday ; Dance.

Tuesday ; School net, out with Marcia, Marcus & Dayna. (:

Wednesday ; Dance, yck to meet Jean. (:

Thursday ; Class outing.

Friday ; Dance, Celeste's house, Net rally! (:

Yuppp, basically, my whole week was packed like crazeh. Next week's one also.. I guess. Mygosh. 2011 is just at the beginning and it already sucks.. *screams*

Guess it's time to turn in soon! (:

That's it.

2011-01-25T05:47:00.000-08:00

I really feel like dropping POA. I seriously suck in it. :/ But ohwell, closing date for submission is over. >:

Well, school today wasn't that bad. (: Time passed pretty fast!~

Had campus net with Celeste, Andrea, Marcus, Ivan, Nicholas, Caleb & Symon. (: Had ice pops! :D We should have this every week! (:

Went to Compass with Celeste, Ivan, Marcus, Nicholas & Terry! (: Slacked @ Macs while some of them went back first. Went to rivervale mall with Marcia & Marcus! :D Printed photos & studied for awhile. (: Went to fetch Dayna after her band! (:

Urgh. Shit Biology.

Memories.

2011-01-24T05:33:00.000-08:00

School haven't been that bad. (: Just Dance, ohwell. What to do, syf. :x

It's been a hectic week, schedules packed to the max. I have dance 4 times a week, like, tired to the maximum. >:

Guess i'll blog some other time! (: Tumblr really makes me go insaneeeeeeeee. >:

Ohyes, my dearest babes! <3